22. Time for a practice!

Above is two pictures of my hair, this style will be for prom which is on this Friday. I think it all went to plan and i quite like it but i don't really like the 4 flowers maybe 2 dotted about it looks a little uniform at the moment. What do you think? I like it! The make up went quite well as well but i don't have a photo of that but i think the purple on the eyeshadow needs toning down alittle bit! This is not the final product on Friday we are making the front more volumised and the curls will be more defined this was just a quick go to find out what it would look like! Couldn't really do that much as my hair is pretty long and it would fall out i think if we pinned more up and would be more uncomfortable!

Zara x

21. Love

Love- I don't intend to find love, i intend it to find me. I say this as a 16 year old, who you may think shouldn't be searching or even considering the thought of love never mind being in love. But just thinking about it is enough to push me off track, how pleasurable spending time with one person you can relay on and treat as a friend as well as a boyfriend would be. Not being able to get each other out of the others mind, for better and for worse, treating each other with respect and the dignity we know the other deserves.  Hoping with all your will that you will only be with your love for the rest of your life through adventure, happiness and the occasional disaster. Feeling the occasional disaster will be nothing compared to what it have been on your own, without your sole mate. The person you can speak your mind to even if the words your speak are un-intentionally ununderstandable, knowing your love with listen and guild you to your next thought.
I understand i have a long time before love will find me and i can wait.


Zara x

20. Busy Busy Busy

Wow over the next week i really am going to be super busy! just a quick update on what i am actually going to be doing-

Friday (today)- gym and revision (mabye revison)
Sat and Sunday- Buy things for prom seen as its on the next Friday. I need a bag, jewellery and hair accessories which i hope to god i can find something suitable.
Monday-
Tuesday-         One of these days i will be going for a practice on my hair and makeup also on one 
Wednesday-            probably Wednesday nails, and another day eyebrows! And a hair cut!
Thursday- probably discussing prom with friends and sorting everything out, saying goodbye to mum 
Friday- PROM getting ready rushing about its going to be fun and then there we go it will be all over!

             Also on Wednesday i have an exam so i will be revising throughout week

When i look at it, it doesn't seem that bad but i know it will be when I'm actually doing it all =S
                                                         Should be fun though!
                                                                    Zara xx

Oh and i just watched Chalet Girl it was really good well in a chick flick kind of good

Here's the link i used to watch it http://xtshare.com/ttoshare.php?Id=67304

19. My Birthday!

Wow i cant actually believe the day has come to turn 16! I remember when i was younger thinking about when i get older, i thought being 16 was really old and now when i have reached this milestone in my life not thinking it to be a big deal.

I must point out being 16 does have it advantages, not sex if that's what your thinking, i find it actually scary thinking that i am actually legal to have sex. But anyway i was thinking for along the lines of a job! Which next year i will be looking for (i mean academic year) in September once settled into college i will be looking for a part time job. I do hope that thir is enough time for one especially doing Alevels. Only time will tell! Another thing you can do at 16 is buy a lottery ticket which is amazing! I actually forgot about this until a friend pointed it out! I didn't get today's one so i am going to get the Saturday one which has a less likely chance of winning but more actually winnings... Cross my fingers!

I have had a very different birthday, usually w make a bit of a deal out of it and have a party or g out but this year i didn't want to well i would have but i told my mum and dad i would put my usual money towards the expenses of prom as it does cost a BOMB. So i went shopping with my friend and felt really ill and was actually sick twice so we decided on coming home, which was the right decision.

 I got my prom shoes though whih ticks another thing of the list! They are from Next, flats as with a heel the dress would lift from the ground and look alittle strange. They are pretty nice and not over the top so i will be able to wear them on a normal day =) after i got home i called my mum to tell her what happened and then ended up doing to sleep for a few hours then i woke up when my dad came in, i opened a few cards and then we went to subway and i had a foot long which i never usually have i was soooo full but i had only had 2 pieces of toast earlier before i was sick so i doubt i digested tem anyway. Then we went and got a birthday cake from Salisbury's it was a toy story 3 one and it was really tasty even though i was sooo full we all just ate it.My mum was here also to sin happy birthday as well as my sister. I am actually happy with my birthday well apart from being ill, i felt soo much better after sleeping though i think i puked up all the bad stuff. And yes overall i had a good birthday as i didn't expect anything it was nice to see my dad and mum and have cake =)

Speak soon,
Zara the birthday girl!
xxxx

This year 2011 on June the 15th there is alo a lunar eclipse which is amazing to have on my birthday!

18. Sorry!

I think this may be my second apology to you and i am sorry but i cant help i have exams quite alot of the time now, saying this though i only have one exam left which is next Wednesday, so that's great!
I haven't really got much to update most of my exams have been going well had alittle hiccup on the English language paper 2 and today's RE exam didn't go amazingly which i am abit annoyed about but whats done is done.

Its my Birthday tomorrow! i am going to be 16 years old which means i can actually get a job, and i will be doing so next year along side college. Which will keep my busy and i am happy about! I think i am either going for a coffee shop as their are plenty around where my college is or Sainsburys which i actually wouldn't mind which it really really close to college its about a 3 min walk! I hope i get a job their i will have to enquire son though as their might be a waiting list? I'm sure its popular with the other students as well...
I don't think i am doing much or anything for my Birthday because my friends are still in exams as we all have different exams, and nothing with my family. My dad has asked about a meal but i really don't mind at all! I mean i will be happy to go but i don't want anything really... Not getting any presents well my presents is my prom dress, the hair and make up artist... transport their... shoes and a bag for prom its a pricey number! Its a crazy amount of money so i told my mum and dad it would be for my birthday as i don't want anything else form them!

Zara x
Sorry its a quick one i will do an update on prom and a pic of my dress and later me in the dress you know all that jazz ;p

Its nearly over! =D